one month to my final exams one month from now onwards to my exams...Yet, in my hands i'm still holding some responsibilties....I really need to handle my time properly or else I might not able to sail through these tough papers. I do not consider this as an update for my blog..It's just a very short notice on my own...Moreover, I would like to continue blogging as long as I got the time... So see you guys soon. * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Sunday, November 8, 2009 10:27 PM 
Perhaps I'm not supposed to be here at this moment. I'm pretty sure everyone is working very hard to archieve their goals. I wasn't so into few days ago, until a couple of minutes ago. I read one's blog and eventually I feel energetic again.
SEAN, don't ever give up. * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Sunday, June 7, 2009 3:47 PM
(Feat. T.I.)
Chorus:
(Justin Timberlake):
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
(T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days
U wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas
Getting they hate on
U walk by
They get wrong
U reply
Then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just u against them,
Pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair?
That next
They don't wanna stop
There now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance
Rushin u to the hospital
With a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya
Spine paralyzed waist down
Now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now
U lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started u
Fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way
But ya pride is the way u
Could fuck around
Get shot die anyday
Niggas die
Every day all over
Bull shit dope money dice
Game ordinary hood shit
Could this be
Cuz of hip hop music
Or did the ones
With the good sense
Not use it
Usually niggas
Don't kno what to do
When their back
Against the wall
So they just start shootin
For red or for blue
Or for blo I guess,
From Bankhead
Or from your projects
No more stress,
Now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think,
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.
(Chorus)
(T.I.)
I aint never been scared,
I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead
Lookin back at it
Most of that shit
Didn't even have to happen
But u don't think about it
When u out there trappin
In apartments hangin
Smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didn't
Next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up
Then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn
What a life I had
Most of that shit
Look back just laugh
Some shit
Still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy
Till be around
Had I not
Hit the nigga
In the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga
Walkin out that door
Whoda thought I'd never see
Philant no more
Got enough dead homies
I don't want no more
Cost a nigga his job,
Cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin
Now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there
Talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take
Time to think
Before I make mistakes
Just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.
(Chorus)
(J.T.)
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright
(Chorus)
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Nice Song. =) * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Friday, May 15, 2009 10:23 PM
Found this comment in youtube. That's really cool. Check this out.
* SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Saturday, May 9, 2009 6:30 PM
I wish to stay alive, merely as a human being, to feel the blood is flowing through my veins and vessels. I don't want to be a dead person or be a robot, very NUMB. Just bear with me, I know what am I doing. And I hope I know what I want, as a human living in this world. Give me some time. I would be able to do it. * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Thursday, May 7, 2009 8:46 PM
Progress Test is coming.....AGAIN Oh, can't imagine pt2 is coming so soon. Unprepared, for all three subjects...This weekend I didn't touch my books at all. Really don't know how to sit for the exam next weel. actually i wasn't that busy also, just don't feel like studying.... Anyway, I still got 2 days to study, i will start to study tomorrow.
Hoho, somehow I'm so glad to be a lazy bum, staying at home doing nothing, hanging out with my friends... why don't we go n watch "Dragonnnnnnnnnnnnnnball", it should be a nice movie. I wish it to be...LOlz...even though most likely it will end up with disapointment.
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I enjoy reading others' blogs instead of posting my own stuff onto my blog. It's like reading others' life and experiences. Sometimes it's so amazing that you can understand that particular person's feeling by reading his/her blog.
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p/s: Wanna learn guitar, but don't know how to get started.. Any suggestion? PLan to change my blogskin, but have no idea of any nice and cool blog skin.. Maybe i will use a simple blogskin. Simple n Nice. =)
* SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:29 PM
Economic Downsize...Urgh!! Flipping through the newspaper and you can see news of the global economic slump. It's such a horrible time for both employee and employer. The employees are afraid of retrenchment whilst the corporate is recently in a bleak results season. My father is a typical employee and of course he had a pathetic increment for his salary last year which he defined it as very lucky. For others, it's a pay cut. Frankly speaking, I myself don't really feel the pain of the bad situation, maybe I'm not in the business sector or maybe I'm a student. However, I know some of them did suffered from having harsh time because the corporate is having dismal results. You know how sad it's to cut the pay from deplorable amount received every month? It's unfair as the poor will always be the first to "kena". How about the rich? It's in stark contrast to the poverty. They continue their luxurious lifestyle, the most is just buy less shirts and shoes for the month. Haiz.... I really hope the situation won't be accentuated anymore which I think it's quite impossible right now. All the best to everyone and as long as we endeavor to reach our goals, no challenges will be insurmountable. ^_^ ----------- ^_^---------- ^_^ * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Monday, March 2, 2009 9:08 PM
Recently, I wasn't in a good situation. I don't really face tough problems. It's just that I will become emo easily, not hot-tempered, just love to be alone. My mind will wander in the class., especially thesew few days, very hard for me to concentrate in tax and costing class. At first I will contemplate and think about tax stuff and within seconds of meditation I will be thinking of something else. Shit, I hate this feeling, hate distraction. This situation becomes worse when I found myself not bringing swimming trunk when I reached the pool. Of course, I went home to take it. =) The desire and feeling is getting stronger and impetuous in my heart. I afraid I will fail to control. It's vague in my heart yet so clear in my mind. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx By the way, I think I will be able to extricate myself from this situation because my self-control is good.....Yeah~ * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Friday, February 27, 2009 8:18 PM
Currently in the library, waiting to get into the class. I just realize that we have replacement class today. It's kinda potong steam to have extra class on Wednesday. I have nothing to do right now whilst Kee Hoong and Kwan Siong are watching "Transformer" in the library. Just can't believe Kee Hoong never watch that movie before. BOred. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Wondering why is veryone wearing the Sunway T-shirt. They look like Sunway Staff and also the factory workers. WE are about to put the bags into the class. Bye! * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Wednesday, February 18, 2009 10:51 AM
Now is going to 2 in the midnight, and I don't feel sleepy at all, even though I tried to lie on the bed. Maybe this is owing to the nap in the evening, or maybe it's the Belgian Chocolate Coffee Ice Blended I had few hours ago. I just hanged out with my brother because he said he want to find a comfort place to spend his time. We decided Coffee BeaN and next is to think of a new programme that will be running soon. Listening to stories is the extra bonus I got tonight I didn't expect that to happen. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Oh, I just realise within the next 24 hours I will be getting my results and I don't really feel nervous. Anyway, I still hope everyone willl pass the exam. Okay, it's just a short post for the night that I couldn't sleep. Two more things to write about 1) To all my emo friends, stop thinking of all the people and things that cause you depressed. You don't have to. 2) Happy Birthday to Caren. I wish I am the first person to wish you by post on your birthday. Bye and Good Nite. * SEaN_I am the one who wrote it… * ---- Monday, February 16, 2009 1:42 AM
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4. You didnt notice that i skipped 3.
5. Your checking it now.
6. Your smiling.
7. Your still reading my comment.
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